Sunday, November 8
i love you and goodbye.
Posted by
Sydney
dear zack.
i tend to write you a letter everytime you leave me.
a letter that i think you will most likely never read.
you always end up finding it somehow. :)
like when you left for college.. i wrote all the things i missed about us.
all the things we did together and all our inside jokes.
tonight, i write you this letter because i want to letyou know that i love
my big brother. you left me a week and four days ago. and you wont be
back this time. for seven hundred and nineteen days.
one year, fifty weeks, and three days to be
exact.
i miss you already. im always wondering where you are and what
you are doing. and when i sit on the couch at two in the morning i
wait for you to walk through the door so we can immediately go
watch friends. but i eventually fall asleep and in the morning you
are not there.
although i know you have to be gone, and for good reason, haha,
i cant help but want you to come
back. im all alone with the parentals these days. i have no outlet for
my "freakish/weirdest person you will ever meet" ways.
just wanted to tell you that you are seriously the best big brother and
the best friend that any little sister in the world could ever have.
we have gotten so close as we have gotten older. everythings
changing now that were older, and im not sure that i like it.
but i know itsgonna get better.
i cant believe that my brother, my best friend is gone.
but i love that you would never give up what your doing.
you are so strong and such an amazing example to me.
you are one of a kind, kid.
matt and trevor said they would be my new big brothers,
but dude, you definitely are irreplacable.
the day you come home will be the happiest day for me.
and i cant wait.
untill then, i know that you will be so amazing at everything
you are going to do. you will have so much success
because you are such an awesome kid and i love you for that.
thank you for everythin you have ever done for me.
i love you and goodbye.
love syd.
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